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the other day. Someone I thought was a friend said something really hurtful. (He has since apologized, and I’ve accepted it as somewhat of a miscommunication, while still telling him that if he did it again I’d end him forever.) I know that crying and wanting to go home may have been an overreaction, but honestly this is all new and different for me and having no friends doesn’t help matters much. ANYWAY, yesterday I called my parents upset and wanting to come back home. I’ve been trying to leave Oklahoma since I could walk, so obviously this was an abnormal thing for my parents to hear. My dad told me that if I needed time, I could put the dog and guinea pig in my car and drive home to figure this out. (I later found out he also packed a bag in case I needed him to come to Wyoming) I ended up just going to Cheyenne so I could get out of town and decompress, and things have been a little bit better. Regardless, I am just so so grateful to have the family and friends that I do. For those that read this, thanks for being there no matter how far we actually are (and threatening to hurt some people for me). I could not ask for better.